This is true,

No time to talk. Actually, thats not true. Just no motivation/desire to write about whats going on right now... But this song is eluding me right now. I can't stop listening to it, the words and music flow perfectly. But the lyrics are one of the best I've read in a while. Plus, I went for a drive the other day just to clear my head... I was praying and just trying to listen to God and this song came on :)

Forgiven - Deb Talan

You worry on

hurting anybody anymore
You worry on
small comfort
One of us seems not to tremble
You make a rift inside me
every day
That you choose to stay
I walk the edge and
push it wider

You are forgiven
I open all my doors
You are forgiven
What a heart is for
I am no martyr
You give me reason
I try harder
and I wait
for a warmer season
Meanwhile,
You are
forgiven

I hear a soft noise like a sigh,
A singing
like a lullaby
It is my heart
It is this wind
that blows through,
Where you held me closer,
Where we whisper
This is
this is true

You are forgiven
I open all my doors
You are forgiven
What a heart is for
I am no martyr
You give me reason
I try harder
And I wait
for a warmer season
Meanwhile,
You are
forgiven

And it's time
to go
I cannot stay
You cannot know
My love
So dear
Will it be faith
or fear?

You are forgiven
open all my doors
You are forgiven
What a heart is for
I am no martyr
You give me reason
I try harder
And I wait
for a warmer season
Meanwhile,
You are
forgiven

You are
Forgiven

Take it from me.

Are you ready to leave?

What if I'm not ready for you to?


. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .<3


Tonight is hard for some reason. It all just kind've hit me like MORE than a ton of bricks. It's like I k n o w, but I don't completely k n o w all the way. I'm kinda caught in a limbo. I'm kinda just being retarded. I have days that are so incredibly humbling and relieving and comforting. and then there are the hard nights... they are few and far between though. Reality is I have a handful of kickass friends and an incredible family. I keep my mind on that most of the time, but I gaze off into the what if's sometimes too, and thats what gets me...here.

I'm gonna go to bed. Early mornin' with lotsss o' stuff to do tomorrow before work at 5!

Just bloggin' in the dark.

SO. hey! i bought myself a brand spankin' new computer today and here I am... finally returning to the blog world!

There is a LOT to write about... but unfortunately no time. I leave for Georgia in t-minus 5 hours! Ugh. Even typing that makes me feel like an idiot for still being up.

So, raincheck on the update? Even though I only have FIVE followers?? :)

Goodnight world.

"But these kinds of stories have heroes to find, so you make it past your past."