I love:

...The fact that my 'snow outfit' is still laying on my bed at my dad's. This being, the scraping together of any kind of warm clothing that I have left here to wear out in the snow on those free days we get to spend together. I'm most of the time always here when it snows.

...The fact that I left my glasses at my house, therefore I'm having to squint and close one eye to type this clearly.

...My dad being so protective, so loving, so funny, so encouraging. My dad...being my dad.

...When inspiration hits you like a brick wall, and you can't do anything but lay back and soak it all in.

...Realizing that heartbreak isn't what THIS is all about. THIS is all about catching and holding onto those little pieces of moments of life that make life what it REALLY is. The laugh lines, the rough hands, the laughs, the beer buzzes, the blaring music, those fleeting moments that we can't get back no matter how much we might miss them one day. That is why it is important that we relish in them now, hold onto them as tight as we can. This is why we don't focus on the things that don't make us feel special, or loved, because we all are. So, so, so much.

...Knowing that I really am worth all that it takes to love someone, and not feeling bad about asking for all of that, and waiting until all of that...is all there.

...Hearing taz breathing, even his barking in the middle of the night because of puppy nightmares.

...The lazy Sunday breakfast I am about to have with dad and Pam.

...The fact that I am going to be on the other side of the country in less than 2 days. My feet will be splashing around in the Pacific and I will have no worries.

...The fact that tulips will soon be blooming outside my window.

...The fact that I'm tired enough now to pass out within the

next....

few....

seconds...

Goodnight, world. <3