It is... what it is.

And it's sad... and a damn shame.

But that's what it is.

I can't hide from the fact any longer.

This is literally making me sick. There are things that I see that make me want to just fucking SCREAM. I'm so disappointed and mad at no one but myself. I could never be mad at you for something you made as plain as daylight from the beginning. Not to say you made ANYTHING easy for me.

Damnit. I'm so mad that I can't see anything else around me right now. All I see is this. By morning the clouds will have cleared and my heart will (hopefully) see the promise of better days to come. But for tonight, it's all I can do to keep from driving until I have no idea where I am.