when i let you closer, i only want you closer.

I can't wait until suzanne pulls up... The thought that's going to run across her mind is "wtf?!..." when she sees what I'm wearing to Boone. Hahaha. She and I have diff opinions on what looks good and, well...what doesn't. Obviously I am on the "what doesn't" end of the spectrum today.

Sometimes laying down in the floor beside my stereo, listening to my favorite cd, is the best thing in the world.

Anyone else think about why when we run our hands over our own skin...it doesn't feel the same as when someone else does it? I think that sucks. That just feeds that ache to have someone. God did make us to love and to be loved. Clever trick, God.

And in this background, the colors change... From green to blue, from blue to purple... Purple to red, and in my head... <3


Good thing I called shotgun on the way to Boone... I get kinda carsick when I ride on curvy backroads in the back seat.

Ahhh... Iron and wine... <3

Suzs parents are outta town for a whole week. Dance parties galore and lots o' sex and the city nightie nights. Cupcakes and cookies and bubble baths. Retrospect.

"I heard from someone you're still pretty, and then they went onto say..."

Ewwww jacob stole shotgun. I hope I puke all over him.
Bahahaha we are making him listen to mates of state. And I got the front seat! I win.

All the troubles that are changin' this place, I can look at you feel connection. When I think, my head spins round and round, and I know, ill never find a reason to hurt you. When we kiss, I see stars up all around, and i miss that, I know that we'll get through it, let's do it.

<3 i thought you'd come and go, I never thought you would stay, and I'm sorry if I tried to push you away <3


Mmmmjimmyeatworld!

Who wants to go to the Carter fold?

Man.. Just drivin through NC to boone and seeing the baby christmas tree farms makes me crave a family. There's something about mtns that just does it for me... I'm still way young to be contemplating a family but I really hope its in the plans for me. I just want to be a killer mom... And wife. That's definitely what I'm here for. Home cooked meals and fireplaces. Sittin on wrap around front porches pickin a guitar and drinkin homemade sweet tea that's BETTER than any other.... Layin on a hammock. My hubby and me layin our heads down at night to talk about the day and just love on each other. Bedtime stories and a huge yard to play in. Man. I want it NOW.


Peace.