Hello. First thing's first... rant.
I get into my car this morning and do the usual... start it and turn the heat on 4, on defrost so it will warm up before i turn it on body or feet. I usually wait til I get to the interstate to turn it on body/feet so it will be almost hot. Is that weird? Anyway... I get on the interstate and switch it to body/feet, and its ICE cold. Hmm.. I didnt think anything of it at first... but then I noticed that the little needle on my thermometer/whatever its called, went WAY past the red... I immediately think wtf? and call my dad. So he goes about being a daddy telling me to pull over so he can come save me. I'm almost to school so I just keep on going... then my check engine light comes and I start hearing this screeching noise. hahaha. man oh man. So I truck it to school then park. As soon as I turn off my engine... theres like a cloud of smoke all around me and my car. hahaha SO embarrassing. I just stayed in my car until it stopped pouring smoke because I didn't wanna get out and start walking towards the building and everyone stop me and be like, "hey you know your cars smoking?"
Ugh. ohhh, life. Sometimes I just wanna punch you in the face.
Nothing could shake this bad mood... not even praying. I was NOT about to have another bad day. So I strain to pay attn in World Lit, then walk out the door to see Suz and Jonathan standing there. What a relief. I immediately start pouring my heart out to poor little Suz... haha she must hate her life sometimes when I do that crap. Anyway, Jonathan(best gay friend in the WORLD) and his bright attitude and hilariousness always makes me feel better...but I wasn't banking on it. So we start getting into this convo about if we can touch the ground without bending our knees. Little did I know, that stupid conversation turned my whole day around. Lame, youre thinking, but its completely the little things that make my day. Completely.
So here I am now, listening to Warm Whispers... it makes my heart warm. I miss Jesse. bigtime.
I am anticipating Ashton getting her little but here so we can eat at Subway! I'm hungrrrry. Then I get to have a dinner date with H later in JC... so looking forward to that. She is the only thing that kept me sane lastnight.
I really want God to come through for me with this. I know that He will if I just give it all to Him and STOP WORRYING about things that are out of my control. If it happens, worry about it then... worrying about it now will only MAKE it happen, and make things stagnant. I'm just trying to keep faith the size of a mustard seed, because He promised that if I do... great things will come. Shew.
Suzanne... FINISH captivating! I neeeeed to read it...again! for the fifth time! hahaha.
I'm sorry for the selfishness of this post. I just needed to get all of it out... Shew. I feel a little better. Here's to staying positive.
I get into my car this morning and do the usual... start it and turn the heat on 4, on defrost so it will warm up before i turn it on body or feet. I usually wait til I get to the interstate to turn it on body/feet so it will be almost hot. Is that weird? Anyway... I get on the interstate and switch it to body/feet, and its ICE cold. Hmm.. I didnt think anything of it at first... but then I noticed that the little needle on my thermometer/whatever its called, went WAY past the red... I immediately think wtf? and call my dad. So he goes about being a daddy telling me to pull over so he can come save me. I'm almost to school so I just keep on going... then my check engine light comes and I start hearing this screeching noise. hahaha. man oh man. So I truck it to school then park. As soon as I turn off my engine... theres like a cloud of smoke all around me and my car. hahaha SO embarrassing. I just stayed in my car until it stopped pouring smoke because I didn't wanna get out and start walking towards the building and everyone stop me and be like, "hey you know your cars smoking?"
Ugh. ohhh, life. Sometimes I just wanna punch you in the face.
Nothing could shake this bad mood... not even praying. I was NOT about to have another bad day. So I strain to pay attn in World Lit, then walk out the door to see Suz and Jonathan standing there. What a relief. I immediately start pouring my heart out to poor little Suz... haha she must hate her life sometimes when I do that crap. Anyway, Jonathan(best gay friend in the WORLD) and his bright attitude and hilariousness always makes me feel better...but I wasn't banking on it. So we start getting into this convo about if we can touch the ground without bending our knees. Little did I know, that stupid conversation turned my whole day around. Lame, youre thinking, but its completely the little things that make my day. Completely.
So here I am now, listening to Warm Whispers... it makes my heart warm. I miss Jesse. bigtime.
I am anticipating Ashton getting her little but here so we can eat at Subway! I'm hungrrrry. Then I get to have a dinner date with H later in JC... so looking forward to that. She is the only thing that kept me sane lastnight.
I really want God to come through for me with this. I know that He will if I just give it all to Him and STOP WORRYING about things that are out of my control. If it happens, worry about it then... worrying about it now will only MAKE it happen, and make things stagnant. I'm just trying to keep faith the size of a mustard seed, because He promised that if I do... great things will come. Shew.
Suzanne... FINISH captivating! I neeeeed to read it...again! for the fifth time! hahaha.
I'm sorry for the selfishness of this post. I just needed to get all of it out... Shew. I feel a little better. Here's to staying positive.
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this is amazing!
ReplyDeletei really love our lunch dates.
i hope things get better for you, m'dear.
& i love those pictures of johnny&june. so good.
see you soon!<3